Things are just confusing and out of sorts. There is a lot of things I just don't know how to deal with or just don't want to deal with at all. I want school to be over and done with. I don't want to go back for one more year. I don't want to spend my time in a place a don't want to be with people i can't relate too. I try to be happy and a lot of the time I am but every once and awhile I look at my life and see how pointless it is.