I've met some new people. This girl named Jen, who is really cool. I mean we talked for 2 hours and it seemed like nothing. It feels like I've known her forever. Her boyfriend Jesse who is the cutest boy ever is also really nice.
I think I've done more drugs this week than in the last 3 years which is strange in itself. I mean everytime I smoke afterwards I ask myself why I did it, and I can't come up with an answer, other than that it's just there.
I did shrooms for the first time in a long time, I forgot how much they keep you awake. I've been thinking a lot about my sxe years and how they really helped me clear my mind but at this point in my live I want to try new things and get out there and have a good time.
I passed all my classes thank god for that, I really need to start to do more work, I barely did any reading last semester which is not at all a good thing. It's started off well, I'm concentrating more in lectures and taking good notes. I want to do well. I need to do well to get into my program next year. If i can't get into my program I think I'll leave theres no point in me being here otherwise. I'd take a year off find something to do.